-Broke up with my BF in August before school, ended very badly. To give you an idea he called the police on me, which would be more frightening if his uncle wasn't a cop and if the number hadn't been the animal control unit. Spare me the "bitch" control comments, my family has had a field day.
-Working with ink not very good
-I've been drawing some, I did some tattoo work nothing I'm proud of had it been harder then a fourth leaf clover I would have declined.
-Got two more piercings, got my hair cut, and have been purchasing obscene amounts of books.
-I have that unsettled feeling that I use to get a lot, I'm not sure what it means I just know I don't like it. It makes my stomach flutter, and I just have a never ending feeling of apathy a fogged and uncaring view. They noticed it at work, just yesterday pretty good since I've hid it for several months. I'm starting to not care about other people, originally it was just me I didn't care for.
-Reading some Jane Austin, some witchcraft, some mythology, some symbolism, well just about some of everything.
- Still work at Jamba Juice I'm feeling unsettled about that as well, its very demanding for such a low paying job. I've made relationships with my costumers and coworkers but they just float in and out nothing feels steady or meaningful.
-I was watching a History channel program on Lust. They say that when your in love your dopamine level rises which increases your testosterone which is what creates the sex drive. That these two are endlessly linked, which really explains a lot of behavior as in hindsight it can be slightly frightening.